I just had the biggest breakdown ever. I now realise that as I was putting all this time and effort into mum’s order of service (booklet you get at a funeral) but bottling up my emotions. fuck. I can’t believe she’s gone..
life without a parent is something you can’t ever imagine until it happens to you. we thought we’d lose mum about a month ago and i was so scared, but nothing can prepare you for it. it’s the worst thing in the world…
my mum passed away this morning.
this is the worst day of my life.